I never thought in a million years that you would be the one that I had to watch out for. All those years of growing with you, learning with you, and being with you now seem like nothing. How can you throw away all those years. How can you just turn your back on all that we had all of a sudden. It’s going on two years now and we haven’t spoken a word to each other.
The non communication isn’t for the lack of trying on my part. I have reached out to you through every method that was available to me. Social Media, Calling, Texting, even E-mailing, but the answer I get from you is exactly the same. Silence.
Why am I getting silence from you? Someone who was like a sister to me. Someone I talked to on a regular. Someone who helped to motivate me when the I had some of my darkest moments. One day you were here and the next you disappeared.
At first I thought it was because you had other things going on and that you did not want to be bothered, so I let it go. Things got very clear to me when I called and text you when an emergency popped up and you ignored me, but your other half decided to try to take your place.
The same other half that has done nothing but disrespect your family. If I hadn’t seen it myself I wouldn’t have known, but it also makes me wonder how long has that been going on, and how long have you allowed that to happen. No wonder you were always on the move, no wonder you’ve basically cut off everyone but the very people your other half loves to disrespect.
You were more than a cousin to me. You were my sister. It hurts me more than you know to say that I no longer will be reaching out to you, no longer worrying about you, and no longer including you in my life accomplishments. This was something that I never saw coming, but just like every other wall that has been thrown up in my face I’ll get over it. I do feel bad for you though. I feel bad for you, because you are alienating yourself from the very ones that love you more than the world. You’ll see what I mean. Hopefully sooner rather than later.
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